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How I turned my community into my business while raising three boys (and one with ADHD)!

12/9/2019

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Divorced, single mother of three young men 23, 21 and 18.
Born in Tampa, FL to two awesome parents before being planted in Virginia, thanks to military orders for her father. Currently residing in Woodbridge, VA, aka “The DMV.”

Married 10 years prior to becoming a single parent. A challenge that turned into an incredible journey. A career in corporate America, while other gifts were being cultivated and put to work. Often called a hustle. However, blessed to have turned it into a lifestyle worth living. One that allowed her to be everywhere she needed to be for her “three Kings.”

Outreach, entrepreneurship, mentoring single mothers, teaching and being a resource to the community. Her passion to serve has shown up in all that she has shared over the 18 years and everywhere she goes.  She is a wealth of information and life hacks are her specialty. Problems all but run from her. The challenges that come with single motherhood, somehow, are neutralized by way of many unspoken resources. She has a very unique way of solving what would be some most difficult situations. It’s simply resourcefulness as you’ve never known it.

She a woman with a testimony, having lost her mother two months after being married, and her father two years later, and then being left by her husband at seven months pregnant, with two little boys, and the 3rd to be delivered very soon. WHEW, it was tough! Much to be angry and bitter about. But God!

Faith, perseverance, determination and the Spirit of the Lord have brought her HERE! A minister of the Gospel indeed and speaker with a gift of rapport that wreaks of connection, strength, and wisdom. A lover of all humanity and a serial optimist.
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SINGLE MOM CEO
DIETRA JONES
EPISODE 5 TRANSCRIBED

Shahara Wright:     Hi everyone, welcome to Single Mom CEO. I'm so excited today as I am. Every time I speak to these amazing women, single moms who are owning their own business and doing their own thing today I have Dietra Jones and I'm really excited to have her here. Um, not only is she one of my friends, um, we met last year, but she's also a single mom. We share so much in common and so I really, she was like one of the first people I said, you know, Hey, can you please be a part of this show because you have so much good stuff to share. Um, so thank you so much for being here Dietra!

Dietra Jones:     Yes, thank you. You're so welcome. I'm so glad to be here. I'm excited. Like you are, you know, stay as exciting, different ventures, so, so glad to be here. Thank you for having me.

Shahara Wright:     Okay, so tell us a little bit about yourself and what you do. 

Dietra Jones:      ​
I'm just giving some background. Okay, well, I am Dietra Jones. I live in the DC Metro area. I am the divorce mom of now three young men. They are 23, 21 and now 18 years old. Um, I have, yes, yes, I'm free. So I have 30 plus years of corporate America experience because I was an executive assistant, uh, long before I got married and had my sons. But then once I did, once I found out I was going to be a single mom, nine 11 happened when I had a newborn baby. I thought, you know what? I don't want to be in corporate America anymore. My son's playing sports. I need to be available to them. And my parents are deceased as well. So I had quite a challenge on my hands with kids five and under. So long story short, I walked off my job after six years at Johnson & Johnson Pharmaceuticals with the mortgage and three little kids.

Dietra Jones:     I just knew what I was going to do and I knew that God did not create me to be on a job where I have to ask permission to take care of my children and to be the mother that God called me to be. So I left. And so I've done so many things over these last 18 solid years without support, right? Single handed. But I'm going to tell you, God put some great rest and fun in here. And he gave me people like Shahara right. To meet and to collaborate with that could give me some encouragement in my heart that we could work together and make things happen. So I've made all kinds of things happen. Well, nobody's 18 years old, I can almost sell tickets to this experience. So I'm just glad to be able to share it and that's why I'm here today.

Shahara Wright:      Yay. I'm so glad. So yes. So Dietra and I met at a conference last year and you know, we just happened to sit next to each other. Um, kind of during the downtime where everybody was like a bunch of people sitting together and we were just talking and then we realized as we were talking about stuff, you had a lot of, we were both single moms. We both have boys with ADHD. We both run our own business. And so, and we both, you know, really had a passion to help other single mothers. Um, and so, you know, we connected over that. And for me, one of the things I remember talking about is trying to figure out like what I was really excited about. Like what I really, you know, wanted to and talk about. And there's a lot of different things, but one of the things, you know, we'll notice that, you know, I talk about my kids and that, you know, how I set my schedule and my time and I think that's how we ended up really connecting. And so from your perspective, what was that thing that said, okay, I want to do this thing, I want to do this particular business?

Dietra Jones:     Well, I mean for me it had to start with e-commerce because I had $325 that I had to pay a week for childcare. So that's where it started with me. And I knew, you know, I had sold things online before, you know, I was really an entrepreneur in the background. So I start selling stuff online. And so once I did that, it just spawned from there in 2013 when I started selling on eBay. And Amazon, it was the way that I could be at home. And so many of us, we just want to be home more. You know, you have to do dinner, but yet you don't have any money, so how are you going to make this money? So that's what really catapulted me into it because I needed to start making money right away and I wanted other mothers to learn how to do this without being under pressure or being super mad and angry all the time because it gets spilled over onto our children.

Shahara Wright:    Yeah, that's true. And,  I don't know that we really kind of explained exactly what you do. So Dietra, you're with Singled Out Loud and what does Singled Out Loud do?

Dietra Jones:     Well, Singled Out Loud came to me because I used to launch all types of things in ministry because I was in ministry for 15 years. So everything that I did, I always started under the church. And then when I went to this women's conference, a businesswoman from the Washington Business Center pulled me aside and said, why? She said, it's great that you do ministry, but you need to pull your own self out from under this and brand yourself because any event that you leave, you can't take any of this stuff cause it's not branded under your name. So like three weeks later, God drops Singled Out Loud in my lap and I have grown to love it because still it out loud is something God does. For one thing. My heart is turned totally toward God. And so when he singles you out, it will seem like a crisis to you.

Dietra Jones:     But really, he's stretching and growing you. So I wanted people to be able to live a balanced lifestyle because I was also in the music industry. So being able to not be on the hell express, people always try to put you on, okay, you can live your life. Go to jazz concerts, having a glass of wine, just not be drunk with wine. Okay, so singled out loud is a lifestyle worth living because when you bring God glory and your heart is turned towards serving people, the blessings will come and roll your way. So was Singled Out Loud. I help people reinforce their faith. I show them what a faith walk looks like when you're transparent because I'm not for hiding things. I want to live so that people can see that God is more believable and that it is workable and doable. So that's what singled out loud as about bringing people together. God is behind it all. Whether it's retreats, things that you do with your children as a single parent because you often think you can't afford something or that you don't have the time. No, I'm going to show you how to do all of those things and bring it all together while you're at peace.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, and I think that's important and I think especially for single moms, um, well while there are a lot of single mothers, um, you know, you, you realize that they're, they're single, they're moms, single moms out there. I think you don't really have real support groups. You know, we don't really have a true network of people that we rely upon and get help from. Um, because we're all kind of in the rat race kind of. It always seems. And so to me, I think it's important that we learn how to support each other and find ways to do that. And so I like what you do because you've definitely made sure that these moms are so alone and by themselves.

Dietra Jones:     And I absolutely love doing that. It's, that's where the burning is in my heart because I see so many frustrated single mothers out here. They're so frustrated and they're so mad all the time. And I'm always cheerful. I'm always being silly. No matter how bad it is, we are going to have, we don't pull some fun out of this thing. We're going to have some fun and we're going to also make a lot of things free. So we're going to show you how it's workable because a lot of times we're pulled in so many different directions and money is always the number one. But I'm a yeah, we can do it.

Shahara Wright:    Absolutely. Absolutely. So one of the things I know, I know about you and you also said about, is that how you became divorced, um, when your kids were young, you had three kids decided to start your own business. Did you think about in terms of balancing your business, growing your business with having your kids?

Dietra Jones:      Well, for me, I, I found something that goes along with it and it was the great outdoors and adventures. So I put together these, these adventures, family camp, house and camp grounds, um, putting together universal circuits. I always got people to bring their kids out and then our children became a marketing piece. So that allowed me to be able to get us covered because we need to do group sales and group tickets and group happenings. You save a lot of money. And I was able to pass that on to some mothers that couldn't possibly afford to do it. Or if they had six kids, I paid for three. And then people began to give me money and say, do you try, I know you're blessed. You dog on, right? Cause we're going places and we're going to have fun. Hey, everybody goes to work, everybody's got doctor's appointments. No, we're going to have fun with this money, so let's do it. So trying to bring my kids where I didn't need to find a babysitter for me to go out and find a part time job, I didn't want to do that. I wanted to for me to be able to spend more time with them. So that's all I thought about was things that I could do that would include my kids, that would also generate revenue behind it.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, I think that's really important. And I think, um, for, for all of us, you know, we think about what can we do, um, work around that only our schedule but our kid's schedule. I think that's really important, especially in terms of business. So as your boys were growing up, did they understand what you did was a business and your lifestyle?

Dietra Jones:      I don't think they did the beginning because I had a five year old, a three year old and a brand new baby. So they were so little. But when I did things, I walked them through transactions and I made it fun for them. So they didn't know what they were getting, but I knew what foundation I was lying and I was showing them how on Wednesdays before I went to Bible study, I used to do mystery shopping. We used to go to five guys and they'd go check the guys bathroom and come back and say, Oh mommy, the bathroom is really clean. They didn't know what they were doing, but I'd have them on a mission hunting and then our fruit would be free because I would just be simply doing these surveys so we got to eat free. Before we went to Bible study, they got in on, it felt like they were helping mommy. And so as I got older, I opened their bank accounts for them and I was showing them and talking to them while I was doing things. So, needless to say, they'd go and invite all their friends and I would start way ahead of time so the parents can pay little by little whatever you can pay. And everybody ended up being able to go. That's why my seven passenger van always had nine kids in it. It was everybody.

Shahara Wright:     Right, right. And that sounds like so much fun. So I wanted to kind of pivot a little bit because I wanted to talk to you about having a child with ADHD. Now, how old is your ADHD son?

Dietra Jones:     He's 21.  Just turned 21 in September.

Shahara Wright:     So mine is 11. Um, and I think that this is an important issue. One because I think a lot of times, especially in our community, um, ADHD is so misunderstood. Um, and it's not, um, kind of seeing something that should can seriously, um, and so, and especially with your son being, um, 21, I'm sure that the time that you realize there's something going on, there probably wasn't a lot of help around. And just tell me in terms of diagnosis and when you kind of realize, Hey, you know, we need help with, what were you going through and what were you dealing with in terms of doing that?

Dietra Jones:    Well, the first thing is, I mean I worked at Johnson & Johnson Pharmaceuticals, so Conserta is an ADHD drug. So I was very familiar with drug therapy and I was really against it. So it took me two years to even decide to try it because I just didn't, I'm anti-drug, I totally am. I mean I really am. And so when they said that, I said, Oh no, the devil is a liar because I can, I don't have this problem with him at home. And so when they were telling me this and they kept giving him an IEP at school and they even tried to put it on my other son too, but he was always an antagonist. That's how I saw. But of course I never said these words to him, but as a parent, you know, you can use whatever words you want in your head.

Dietra Jones:      He's such an antagonist. So early on, I will always give him, and he's a middle child too, that may have something to do with it, but his focus was so short. So I would, I would give him activities and he was always fiercely competitive too, because he's always envious. And so I let him, I was like, I bet you can't pick up as many toys as Devin. I bet you can't pick as many as Donovan. Set him off on all these different missions and he felt wouldn't special cause he was like, I'll beat you. I beat you. Right. But the room's cleaned up. So that's all I cared about. You know what I mean? I'd sent him on, go get me this and then he finds things. So, I mean, but at school, he was, I had, I swear I repeated the eighth grade. I was at school in classes every day I was there.

Dietra Jones:     And so, um, I tried him on Conserta, but you know what, it made him like a schizophrenic. Um, and so I knew drugs right away and I mean, he'd be scared, he'd be hearing noises. So I said, I don't need, I don't need a doctor telling me he's off of that. What else can we try? Right. So, but he was so agitated, then he didn't eat and I mean he would just be, um, you know, insecurity to about within himself. So all of these things, anxiety that goes along with having ADHD because they're looking around, they're comparing themselves to people. So he got on Adderall finally. And so he calmed down some, but then he started saying he didn't like the way itself, but that's great for you to say that, but now you're going to have to tell mommy what that means. Yeah. So he was on it for a little while and I wouldn't give it to him on the weekends and they would say, well, you have to, because his levels, I was like, listen, that's a level that y'all have a problem with.

Dietra Jones:     I don't give it to him on the weekends cause I don't have a problem at home, but I'm not fighting my son. I can control him, you know? So, but he was wanting for a little while and then I decided I'm going to take them completely off of it and just work with him and it was with his IEP and I finally got to some teachers who understood, because I put him in an all boys' program. It was a coed school, but they were trying this pilot program with all these teachers were males and that worked. Yeah, work. They had basketball hoops in the class. The kids, if they felt at, you know, like they wanted to get up, they could get up and go do stuff that was productive. Right. So that's how I ended up taking him off of it because it can really, it's really such a delicate balance, so you really have to be on top of it completely and it works differently for each child.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, that's true. I think that's the important thing. And my son, my son is on medication. He's on Adderall as well and it has worked. I was lucky. I think we were very blessed that we did not have to go through a whole bunch of changes in terms of medication, really managing the dosage now like it, but he says it doesn't make any difference, which I is clearly not true.  I could definitely tell the difference between him on meds and not meds, but they're accurate too. Um, but for me, you know, one of the things that happened with my son when we got him diagnosed, he was at six and he was going to first grade and he like from private school to, um, to a public school. And I noticed in private school when he was in kindergarten, actually before then, I had started kind of saying something is not right. Oh, rambunctiousness for a little boy. And I have, so, you know, I was like, this is, this is a whole different kind of thing.

Shahara Wright:     Um, and so when he got to first grade it was, Oh my gosh, he was having the worst time teacher was like, you know, can he even hold the scissors? Does he know how to write? I mean basic stuff that he clearly knew how to do, but he was so overwhelmed because students were much more, the pace was faster, you know, adjust. And so I'm hastened, um, to get him diagnosed and get him, you know. And that even took some time and I think one of my best friends, her daughter has ADHD and she kinda helped me through the process, was not getting any assistance from anybody else. And so we were very lucky in that sense. But I say all that to say that in that process, you do spend a lot of time, you know, away from your business, you're up at the school.

Shahara Wright:     And so how are you managing, trying to run your business through all the lack of, for lack of a better word, drama, having to deal with, to be able to care for your son.

Dietra Jones:      I mean, do you really want to know I'm thankful that I'm a high energy system because I was up all night. I mean, I be pulling all nighters and it was so amazing and funny all the one hand because my son told his mentor, he seems concerned about me. He goes, I don't think my mom ever sleeps. He goes, when I go to bed, she's awake. And when I wake up, she's awake. And so I laughed at that. But he was so concerned that I was never getting any sleep. So that's why I had this thing called after nine is my time because the house was silent between 8:45 and 9:00 PM there were no voices spoken at all. Even as they got older, after nine was my time.

Dietra Jones:      And if you don't to be at the hospital or me to be in jail or, or you're talking to me because I wouldn't mind listing things online to sell during my drop shipping business and all that stuff behind that. And that's how I did it. I would be up all night because in the daytime, I mean, I still need like a cat nap, like you two to four or something like that. But I was in, sometimes day's ran together, but as long as I got those appointments done and got them with their homework done and I could cook my meals on Sundays, I had like restaurant day and I organize my time cooking for the week on Sunday cause I never knew what might happen. Cause remember I didn't have anybody except me. So whatever came up I had to handle it all.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah. Yeah. No, I think that's really important. Especially having a schedule. I know for one of the things that I do in terms of that is, you know, my clients all know that I have kids and they all know like, you know, I pick up and drop off my son. I'm like all my kids, all my clients know that. Right. You know, this is the time I have the work between this time and this time. And if you make it happen in between these times, you wait till the next day. So it's a big condition to understand like I'm this. Even, you know, [my clients] are like, Oh I know you were dropping off your son off.  I waited until I know I can get you. And I was like, okay, yeah, you know, you have to block that time off. I definitely think that you have to ensure, um, that you keep a tight schedule and it makes sure that people are clear about your time, whether it's your kids, whether it's, um, you know, your clients or whomever.

Shahara Wright:    With that, I think keeping that tight schedule, um, helps you, um, ensure that you are able to, you know, consistently, you know, be good at whatever it is that you're doing. So I wanted to kind of move into that, you know, between, you know, kids and the world. I think a lot of conversation with the moms that I've had so far is really trying to find that on the time, um, times where you just have, for you to relax until you not worried about worried about your kids or whatever. So what did you do to find the time?

Dietra Jones:     Well, I had a heck of a support network and a village. I mean extraordinary because between my neighbors that were next door and we all knew each other from as you were pregnant having our children. And I had people who could either go by, check on my sons or I would set up play dates. But remember I had three and it, remember Demetrius was the ADHD kid so you couldn't just send him anywhere because the next thing you know your kids will be arguing. Everybody was fine until Demetrius came. Okay be careful. He would pretty much go somewhere to his own friend's house cause he tried to share friends that didn't work. It's like boy, come on. No, no. So getting a network is when you're a single mom, especially if you have limited family support. And I did because my parents were deceased and my brother was out of the country.

Dietra Jones:     So set up an incredible, and that's what I did. I wouldn't, I would see when something's that would show, do I want to go to who else wants to go? Then I'd have my kids place at these places with people that I absolutely could even turn my phone off because these are people who knew they could be Dietra Jones if I'm not there and something goes down, do whatever you would do. Cause they know me that well and so that was so important and precious to me and that's what I did. I would find something I wanted to do, but you know, sometimes, I mean, if you can work it in last minute that's cool. And sometimes I could, you know, I also had a good relationship with their dad so I would also like to find time to go away maybe like every three or four months. I might go somewhere for a weekend and he honestly would come to our house cause he didn't have his own and watch the guys while I was gone because he wanted them to be in their own space. So I would say maintaining an amicable relationship with the noncustodial parent nomad. This woman said, it's really important no matter what they are doing. Get your understanding so they can come and, pretend for about two or three days and you go and do whatever you're going do, do it.

Dietra Jones:     Get away, get your time in. Amen. Hallelujah. That's fine. But can you pretend on the weekend of such, right, right. Yeah. Just, just for these two days. Hold it. Now thinking about that, you know what, I guess other advice, I mean, do you have any do's or don'ts in terms of running your own business and being in a single mom? Um, for other women out there? The most important thing and the worst thing that you can do is to start doing something that you hate. Just for the money. There's no such thing as just for the money. You're going to catch hell, okay. It's going to be in one area or another. Do not do, I don't care what everybody else is doing. Do what you love to do and the money will come. I promise you, every single passion that I have that God has given me execute and it comes with it.

Dietra Jones:     Right? That's what I'm saying. Find what you like and talk to other mothers and don't be MDs. Okay? That's one thing. Don't do that. Genuinely have your heart clear. Talk to people because you'll get a lot of information. I call her recon, Kathy, your eyes and your ears and your mind open, right? Because you have to create one. If there is no opportunity, create one, right? Be afraid, never want opposition. It just doesn't matter. Other people don't. They won't comprehend your skill level on the angle that you're coming from. It's okay. Do it. Do it. And don't be afraid. Find people like me to support you. And Orthodox is only certain people. I'll be like, Shahara girl, this sounds crazy, but I don't have the time. No one else needs to understand. Long as you got your front-line people talk to them and ignore the rest of them.

Shahara Wright:      Absolutely. Absolutely. Thank you so much for that. So Dietra why don't you tell us how we can contact you, um, how we can buy from you. How can we support you and your business?


Dietra Jones:    Well, you can find me at singled out loud on every platform Singled Out because God singled me out and out loud, loud testimony that they won't be able to ignore them. I'm on every platform, whether it's Instagram, Facebook, my name is Deirdre Jones. I have begun scoping again on Periscope. You can find me there. You can also, yeah, you can also go to http://www.bit.ly/SingeMotherSupperstars. That's what it stands for because I show single mothers how to become something that you call brand ambassadors. The people that you see that agreeing you when you come in the stores. Please understand that we are making $22 an hour. And it's funny because people have said, Oh it's so nice of you to volunteer. I'm like, no, but I don't have to explain it. Remember, we don't have to explain.

Dietra Jones:     So I show you how to like the other weekend I didn't have to ask her. I mean there's so many opportunities that you can get out and remember we're single. Hello? Yes. Get out, meet people, feel productive. Get a check and be able to support your family. So yes, the intra Jones and singled out loud anywhere and I gave you the link, but when you inbox me on any of those platforms, I'm here for your support. Let's do this and we can with dignity and respect. We don't have to compromise our characters or our bodies. Y'all don't believe. Amen. Amen. Amen. Thank you so much.

Shahara Wright:     Sure. I always love talking to you. I'm so glad that you were able to come here and to share you guys and make sure you reach out to the teacher. We'll have all the links and stuff available as well. If you want to hear more about Single Mom CEO. Then you can find this on YouTube. http://www.youtube.com/shaharawright. That's my name. Shahara Wright.

​We also have a Facebook Page http://www.facebook.com/SingleMomCEOSucccess. And so you can find us at all of these places. Connect with us here more. You have more great women coming. So thank you and I look forward to seeing you next time. Bye bye.
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How I found myself and my passion after divorce. - Featuring Lisa McKenzie

11/25/2019

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Lisa McKenzie is the Founder and Executive Producer of You Night Empowering Events, a program whose mission is to help women embrace life beyond cancer.  Lisa's passion for exploring opportunities to empower women is what drives her daily ambitions.  Seeing how hard women can be on themselves, Lisa recognized the positive role she can play in the community, drawing from powerful tools she used to climb out of a dark place. Lisa founded You Night in 2013 to bring together caring members of the community to love on and empower women, and show them they possess everything they need to be strong and powerful.  That is achieved through faith, a positive outlook and the social support of the You Night sisterhood.  To date – because of sponsorship support and donations to You Night’s non-profit (the We Lift You Up fund) -- You Night has gifted 300 local women with the You Night experience, resulting in a very active sisterhood of survivors in our community.   There are many aspects to the You Night programs that extend to not only the participants, but to the family members, as well.  One of the programs Lisa created is ScART (which stands for Scar Art).  ScART gives participants the opportunity to paint their surgery scars on canvas, allowing them to see their scars from a new perspective. Lisa is hoping that someday, her programs will be available nationwide and that her program will be synonymous with mental and emotional healing after a cancer diagnosis. In 2013, Lisa was a finalist in the “BIG IDEA” – for New Orleans Entrepreneur Week. That same year she was a finalist in the Urban League’s “Women in Business Challenge” and a $10,000 grant winner for the Salesforce Challenge. In 2017, Lisa was awarded the InnovateHer Challenge winner for the state of Louisiana; You Night was named “Most Glamourous Event” by St. Charles Avenue Magazine,  was named “Best Charity Event” by the Edge of the Lake Magazine reader poll,  and was featured in a national Capital One commercial viewed by millions. Lisa is a member of the Delta Gamma sorority, and many of the programs she implements in the You Night curriculum draw on the positive sisterhood and leadership aspects learned from being a Delta Gamma. Lisa is a graduate of San Diego State University where she majored in Political Science and Journalism. Lisa currently lives in Covington, Louisiana and is the mother of two children (Ryan age 22 and Halle age 17).

http://www.younightevents.com
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SINGLE MOM CEO
LISA McKENZIE
EPISODE 3 TRANSCRIBED

Shahara Wright:     Hi everyone. Welcome to Single Mom CEO. Um, I'm Shahara Wright and I am so excited to have for you, a good friend of mine, Lisa McKenzie. And one of the things that I really was excited about having her here is because not only does she have her own business, but she also has a nonprofit that she runs. She does so much stuff as a single mom helping others that she was like one of, I know I say this all the time, but when I really think of people, I think about, you know, the people that I interacted with, I think that are doing really great things. And Lisa is one of those people. So Lisa, thank you so much for being here. Thank you so much, for sharing your story.

Lisa McKenzie:     Thank you for having me and thank you for those complements. It makes when I have a peer that I look up to, to, to compliment me, it means a lot to me.

Shahara Wright:      So why don't you give us a quick introduction of yourself and your business, what you do.

Lisa McKenzie:      We at all, I started a PR, a company called You Night Events in 2013 and the idea behind it was to take women who have suffered through adversity and in the case we, in this case it's cancer and put them through an empowerment program that's an alternative to traditional support groups where there's a finish line, um, something that they can work to together as a group to, to achieve a goal rather than just week after week or month after month, going to a support group and hearing everybody's struggles. Um, I was, I was in a divorce support group and after the second one I kind of ran to my car because I thought, Oh my gosh, like is this, what's going to be like every, every week? It felt so sad and I'm like, I don't want to feel sad. I want to, I want to find ways to feel happy.

Lisa McKenzie:      And even though you want to be in a supportive group with other people, it's like I'm my own problems. I don't know if I could sit around and take on all your problems. So anyhow, unite is a support group, but we do, we have been empowered group activities. And in our case, we're best known for training ladies who are survivors do walk a runway and then it's done over a six month period of time where when they first join, they're not feeling that they’re in the best position emotionally where emotional support initiative. And so they're, you know, a lot of them don't have hair eyelashes or they put on weight because of the treatments that they're in or their body parts are different. Their self-esteem has changed. So it's probably the worst time in your life to be approached to be in a runway show. But we take ladies and once they start saying, wow, we're also just human and so beautifully human, um, and they, they sort of let their walls come down and start discovering their inner beauty and together they can purge their bad self-talk that they've been teaching themselves and, and replace that with amazing truths. And by the time they walk the runway, they are just this beautiful, amazing sisterhood that long lasts long. Anyway, so that's in a nutshell.

Shahara Wright:     So why did you focus on cancer survivors as a part of this event?

Lisa McKenzie:     Yeah, it was, it was really kind of accidental because I'm not a cancer survivor myself. My mom is a breast cancer survivor and when I was younger and I saw her lose her hair and she had one breast forever, it was really damaging to me as a child to have to grow up with a mom that I was sort of embarrassed about when she'd come and pick us up at school and she never wore a bra. And I was hooked by that. So I didn't accept her the way she accepted herself, which is now as I'm older, I definitely have more compassion about that. Um, but then also I had two really good friends who got diagnosed and they were just not the same strong women that they were prior to the diagnosis and you just saw their worlds kind of come crashing down. So it just happened to be that I wanted to do an October event and I approached the hospital and I said, we'd like to give this to the participants and have it funded through donations. And sponsorship and, um, how would you like your hospital to be involved and to send women who've had cancer to get this experience? So it could have been any woman, honestly, who's gone through adversity. Um, the program really is, applies to anybody, but cancer has been our focus and we have watched miracles performed. Like it's beautiful thing. Beautiful. Beautiful.

Shahara Wright:      That's great. Yeah. And I, I really, um, love your story in that, you know, from what you experienced and saw the child, um, how you've grown into that and have a different viewpoint and now you want to assist others, um, from just to help them have better self-esteem. Um, you know, when they're going through something that's so, you know, emotionally, um, in addition to physically traumatic. Um, so that's, that's great. So did you terms of doing this business, um, why did you decide to turn it into a business? Why did you decide to make something that was your own?

Lisa McKenzie:      Yeah, it was, you know, I was writing, I've been a business person since 1997 when I was a wee young blasts. I thought, I've been an entrepreneur my entire life with the exception the first four years out of college, I worked as a in a public relations department and had them mean as us. Like she was just so, so rude and mean. And I'd sit in these, we'd get called into these mandatory board meeting or you know, committee meetings on Saturdays and they'd be just, it felt like a constant waste of time and a lot of politics in the office. And so from there I broke off and became my own business back in 1997. It's the best move I ever made. I, I think like an entrepreneur. I love being an entrepreneur. I love, my attitude has always been no ceiling. Um, I don't believe like when people say, what do you want to do?

Lisa McKenzie:     It's, I'm sure like other people, it always involves Oprah somehow and the Superdome, uh, you know, those kinds of thoughts and they don't scare me to think that big. And there's never like, Oh, I can't achieve that. It's always like account weight to get to that point. So when this came about, I was already running a successful jewelry business, which was also accidental. I kind of stumbled on things based on my crazy ideas and uh, and, and that, and it just, it just transitioned from me being at boutiques across the country with a jewelry line that I had you fill in a little frivolous with that cause it was an accidental sort of thing. I was doing that I wanted to make a difference in the world of women. And it's, it's, it's where I'm naturally meant to do that. I've been involved with my sorority forever and, um, I'm also very deep in my faith and I just believe that I have the ability to do my creative ideas and energy to make a difference in this world. So what I'm doing is really, I've, I believe it's for others, although it's super gratifying for myself.

Shahara Wright:      Yeah, no, that's great. Um, and I love that you have been doing this for such a long time in terms of owning your own business because I think that gives you sort of a bravery, um, when you're out or ready to, to do the next thing. So you mentioned earlier that you are divorced and so, you know, when you got divorced and you had, you were single mom, what was your mindset in terms of having a business and being able to raise your kids at the same time?

Lisa McKenzie:     Well, actually the way that You Night came about was because of my divorce. So my cancer was my divorce. I went into very, very dark place for two years and was super depressed. And the hardest part about the divorce for me was to have to go hide in my room when my, so my kids couldn't see me falling apart. I mean I just had two years of where I was like, how do I say, stay strong? Cause I come from, I'm a child of divorce and all I just remember growing up was my mom was always crying and she was so messed up and I felt like I don't think kids should see their parents in a part like that. And I really kind of with my ex, we, we vowed to make it a very happy environment and we have so that thankfully a, he and I were united on that front too to make our home drama free.

Lisa McKenzie:      But it didn't mean that my world was drama free. That was the face I presented to my kids. So I would go and client, you know, hide and you know, take cold showers and cry and cry myself at sleep. And then my kids would be like, are you crying mom? No, no, I just watched this movie because they were young. Now they're older. When my son is in his, um, final year at university of Alabama and my daughter's about to graduate high school. Um, you know, so this has been going on for like seven years. So when they were younger, I didn't know if they were ready to hear everything and, and there was a point not too long or let's say a couple within the last couple of years that we did have a really honest discussion about what was happening, um, with the breakup and why happened and you know, how it hurt my feelings. Um, and it was nice to actually; finally have that honesty and I feel like at that point they were mature enough to handle it. But, um, I don't know if I, did I answer your question? I kind of went off memory lane  in my head there.

Shahara Wright:      No, no, no. I get it because I, you know, my, my single mom journey is, you know, I was a single mom, then I got married, then I got divorced and I'm single mom again. So I have that in between and I totally understand what you're saying because for me, I definitely, I have two boys and I definitely didn't want, I didn't feel like I had the luxury of falling apart. Not even so much of letting them see me cry, but I didn't feel like I could, like I had to moving I think in that feeling of having, feeling like, Oh yeah, I have to keep moving. You know, the depression was setting in, but I didn't feel like I could even stop long enough to deal with it. So I was just wondering, did you feel that way too? Like for your kids? Like I just have to push through this regardless of how I feel.

Lisa McKenzie:     Well, I think I've always been that way. I've pushed through so many things in my life, but during that, the only thing that was different during that time of my life was that I really got depressed cause I've always been a very happy go lucky I've been president of everything I do. Like I'm, I'm always take charge, like, let's do this. But then all of a sudden I found myself in a position where I didn't recognize myself anymore. I'm like, Oh my gosh, I'm like actually depressed, you know? And, um, and I was wondering if that was going to be my forever, you know, like is this my new world? And I kind of found myself in unfamiliar territory. Cause when you're married all those years and you'd have family vacations and you know, you're doing everything as a couple and then all of a sudden you're, everything you thought was the reality comes to crushing halt.

Lisa McKenzie:     Cause these were things he was having an affair on me. So that was what was happening. But it's all of a sudden you're just like, Oh my gosh, this world is like horrible. It's bitter. It's, it's not, it's not the fantasy that you thought you were, you know, having grown up and, and so that was the hardest part was like what does my future look like? And that's what happened was in that place, in that dark place, I was able to, I had to go through that fire emotionally to, um, to figure out what I wanted out of life. It's kind of like, okay, now I have the second half of my life and I get to decide what's important to me because, you know, as women, we're such givers and we're taking care of the family and I still take care of my family.

Lisa McKenzie:       My goodness. Do I take care of them? But like I said, especially having a daughter who's a senior the senior year, we're so busy. But um, right; it was an exciting time. Once I can start seeing the light out of the tunnel, they started giving myself empowering tools to get out of that and my friends and my family, my faith really helped me through that. And that's what we give to the cancer group. That same sort of tools. But, um, it's exciting to say, now what do I want? Like if I had between now and whatever age I see myself, you know, at, as an older woman, what do I want that to look like? And so, um, so that's how that's eventually what got me into power through is I got to set more parameters as to do what I want to feel like, what do I look like, you know, so I started doing yoga and annotating and, um, just more self-care.

Shahara Wright:      No, I, I definitely, um, understand what you're saying and I think it's really an important, I think, the theme overall in terms of understanding what you want, um, as a woman to decide where you want to go forward to. And sometimes I think it takes us a little bit longer than it should because we're so focused on other people and when we have no choice but to focus on ourselves, we get the opportunity to say, okay, you know, what I really want for myself. And I think that's really good. So in terms of like managing your kids, their schedules, because you know, especially with teenagers, they have like their whole social life, um, that goes on, that you have to manage and navigate around. So how do you find that space in terms of navigating what they need versus, and not versus, but in addition to, um, your business and what you have going on?

Lisa McKenzie:     Yeah, I think that, you know, when my son was graduating high school,  I actually had a meltdown because all of a sudden I was, I was like, Oh my gosh, that period of my life is over. He's going on to college. And I blown it as a mom. Now I had, and I was a great mom, but I started having a lot of guilt about did I spend enough time with him because I'm such, I mean, my work really requires 17 hour days and it is insane what I do. So I started talking to myself about I did I spend enough time with him, his mom, um, was I too focused on the business? You know, I, I, that was a tiny bit of it fields. Um, but he didn't hold any grudge against me and we have a great relationship. So with my daughter, I had four more years with her. And so I've really been trying to make a conscientious effort of having some more mom daughter time, like taking, you know, going to the park and having picnics with her.

Lisa McKenzie:      And it's different, different than mom, daughter dynamic. Cause we do a lot of things. We really enjoy together. Shopping, going out to dinner and working out together and we cooked together. That's been really fun doing cooking. So I'm managing my time with them socially where I can, I mean sometimes my daughter has to really push like mom, you know, can you not take that phone call or you know, um, don't forget Saturday's our day. You're not supposed to be working on units. So it is really been, fortunately she prompts me and I have to sometimes, you know, turn off the, um, the brain, the, the work brain and really just be present in the moment. Um, that that's sometimes hard to do because I'm always, you know, work mode. But, um, thankfully I have, I think I've done a better job with her of having those special moments cause she'll, you know, in may when she goes off to college or this summer, um, you know, I, I can't look back and say, Oh my gosh, I blew it.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, yeah, yeah. You didn't want to have those regrets. I totally understand that.

Lisa McKenzie:     Then when she goes to college, what, what are your goals and what are your thoughts about where the business is going to go when you are an empty nester? Um, so to speak. And you know, you don't have to manage the schedules in the same way that you have to now. Well, all the rooms are being converted. I always tease him. I'm like, Oh yeah, I'm gonna make a sewing room in a craft room. I'm just kidding. I wish I had talked for so many crafts, but no, I actually know a side benefit. You didn't ask this question, but I just want to say that this has happened in my life is that, you know, and I would, I would suggest this to single moms maybe who are looking, you know, for their next relationship as an example. What happened with me was that when I got really focused on just me and saying, well, if this is going to be me for the rest of my life by myself, what is, what's that gonna look like and feel like?

Lisa McKenzie:     And as soon as I did that, the right person came along dating someone for four years, who absolutely is, is completely surprised because it's given me everything emotionally and supportive that a woman would ever want. And, um, I don't know if some of your listeners I've ever felt this way, but when you're a woman who's strong, especially if you go through divorce, you have to wear the pants in the family, right? So you'd play the women role in the mommy role work role and, and what, what's been a nice surprise at my stage in my life was I have a very strong man who came along. He's allowing me to be quite feminine and not have to be like the man role, if that makes sense. You know? Perfect sense. Yes, absolutely. The second part of my life when you say what am I going to do once I'm an empty nester is that a lot of that will him, I there will be a different kind of dynamic with having that relationship.

Lisa McKenzie:     Um, cause right now we're kind of live in separate lives. Um, but I, I do think that, I mean I can't imagine my workload increasing. I already work 17 hours. I um, I don't see much of a change in my day to day workload. Actually, once my kids are gone, I think the only difference will be in my social life will improve. That was, that's the one area that I've had to set aside. If I have to balance everything, it's my social life with my boyfriend, my business life and my kids' life. So my first priority has been my kids and my business. And then one sort of is, you know, the, the smaller side of things that would be the only thing that's going to change for me is that my social life will improve. But in terms of working, I think that, I think I'm pretty, do a pretty good job right now. Keep working full steam ahead and I'll continue doing that. Yeah, I hear you,

Shahara Wright:    Especially about the social life and I think, you know, depending on the age of your kids, your ability to really truly have a social life, um, you know, mine is nonexistent.

Lisa McKenzie:      Right?

Shahara Wright:     Hey bro, you going? I'm like, no, I'm not going. I just . . .

Lisa McKenzie:      Saturday night, is that, what's a Friday or Saturday? It's another night and I'm working.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah. You know, and I mean, and my kid doesn't of course, he, he's, my youngest one doesn't do sports. Um, but he, you know, is in robotics and boy Scouts and this and that. So, you know, there's still a lot of running around. So I usually am just like, I'm tired and I don't want to go anywhere. And if I could just get a moment where I can just sit on the couch and watch TV for like 12 hours straight. That to me is like the best thing ever. Like I don't want to go anywhere. So I think that the fact that you are like, okay. Yeah and I feel like having a social life you're like, okay, it gives me something like, yeah, okay maybe one day I'll be like, okay, I'm ready to leave the house.

Lisa McKenzie:     Yeah. I don't know. I just feel like that's the area that will, cause I won't have to feel guilty. I mean my, I don't have to feel like, Oh my gosh, I should be spending more time. Like I'll have, I have that luxury, but if the house is going to be so quiet, I don't know that I'm ready for that. I'm very freaked out about not having my daughter around. I mean I've been a mom. I mean, my daughter, my son is 22 so what, 22 years of my life I've been a mom and I don't even know what you know, you know, every mom goes through this, what that next stage is gonna look like in terms of having quiet space. It's kind of odd honestly.

Shahara Wright:     Yes, a long period of time. It's like there's a period of time where you like, Oh God, I wish it was quiet. And then sometimes it becomes too quiet and you're like, Oh, I wish they were here. So I totally understand what you're saying. Absolutely. Yeah. So where do you see you not, um, event kind of going in terms of with your kids? Are they involved? Do they know what you do? How are they connected with your business at all?

Lisa McKenzie:     My daughter is so involved. My son will come to every event that I have. He'll drive home from college and it is so sweet to see my two kids hanging out, my son and his suit and you know, he's such a sweet guy. Um, I don't know that he'll play a role, although I think he would love to. He's an engineering major, so he just thinks differently. On the other hand, she is in, she, she, she is so involved in particularly, um, she helps me choose all the music. Um, the themes. Uh, I use her to bounce off ideas all the time and she's constantly saying, mom, what do you think about this? When you think about this, won't this be cool? What if the ladies wear this? So she, um, he has more of a creative desire because we are very similar with theatrical and music and sound and, um, but, uh, I don't know if in the future she will be a part of the organization. I would want her to want to do that on her own. But she's going into marketing and business. She'd be so good. Like she think she'd be perfect.

Lisa McKenzie:     We, I keep growing. Um, I, as you know, I'm working on this, um, national initiative, that painting program where ladies paint their scars on campus called scarred. And that is launching nationally, um, with a painting with a twist franchise in December. And it's, um, there's just so much going on with the growth of my business right now that I would love it if she is involved, but we'll just see, I want her to go and have an amazing college experience. I think she's, we're not sure where she's going. She's probably going to university of Alabama also, but, um, I want her to go and have a blast and then, and then I'll try to wrangle them back in. I said, my son has almost already promised me and he's going to pay off my mortgage. I like stating that public reason.

Shahara Wright:     She has to do it. I love it. I love it. I love it. I know we've talked about some, some advice that, especially around, you know, single moms and, um, entrepreneurship, but do you have any like, maybe do's and don'ts, um, in terms of, you know, balancing that mom's business, um, part of your life?

Lisa McKenzie:     You know, mine, I guess would be spiritual. I mean, there's probably a thousand things I could say, but, um, I have, I have, I guess because when you have those moments, like it's just every, every day, you don't know what's going to come. You could have these days where you're like, Oh, I'm on top of the world. Everything I touch is turning to gold. And then the next day you're totally like, what happened? You know, phone call, don't go awry, you have a drama situation. Um, you're putting out fires and then you're like, I don't know if I can handle this. Um, so I have, um, I have this chalkboard over my computer. It's my, I trust you, pod, chalkboard, chalkboard. And um, at the beginning of every year I take a, an eraser and I wipe it off. And I know I have, I trust you, God. And I have a Bible verse that I love, but I've put a Mark every morning and I say, I trust you about I trust you got.

Lisa McKenzie:     And then like if I'm having like a day where I'm like, Oh, I circled the number. Just like, okay, God, I trust you. I just need a tiny bit more, um, more like, not necessarily faith, but just help me through this day. It's a test case. And, um, so that's kind of like one little tip is just to start off every day knowing at least this is my, if, if your, if you have a strong faith, and this would be my advice, is that just to always give it to God every day before you start because he already has it worked down and, and, and if you're working in the zone, he's gonna open doors for you. And that's kind of the way I run my business. It's, it's exciting to let him be a driver. And I don't say that lightly, by the way. I really believe that.

Shahara Wright:     No, that's good advice. I think. And especially, um, when those dark days come and sometimes they'd come numerous, you know, and I know that for me this year, um, that's really been a process for me is to, to get my mindset in a better place. Um, and I think that that has made a big difference for me this year. Um, especially when you go through a lot of struggle and maybe it does come like one or the next day, but it may feel like it's constant, um, that, you know, you need to be able to keep your mindset and having, you know, to focus on God and know that you know, he's there for you makes a big difference in terms of how you approach your day. Um, and all the things that you have to deal with. For sure.

Lisa McKenzie:     I was gonna say one other thing too, and it's, it's hard cause I don't do this every day, but, and I didn't do it today. Probably when we hang up, I'm going to actually go do it. I try to wake up and do my 15 minute sun salutations in my house. Like I have this yoga video that I watch and there's thousands of them on YouTube, but I'll do this 15 minutes. My whole body just stretches out and feels so good. And then it ends with like a 10 minute meditation. And a lot of times I'm like, do I have 25 minutes to spare? But my day goes so much better and differently. If I take those 25 minutes out for myself just to stretch, wake up all of my cells and um, we get my blood flowing and just like get centered. So I, I try, I'm working on that. It's not a daily thing cause I like straight out of bed sometimes the wearing my pajamas and then in pajamas all day. But I do 'em I do suggest that too.

Shahara Wright:     That's great. So thank you so much Lisa, for being here and sharing your story. I really appreciate it. I love talking to you because I feel like we have so much synergy, you know, as women. Um, and also I also appreciate your perspective because I think, um, being a business owner for so long and then having, you know, ladies, children, two adults, there's just a different perspective. Um, from when you, I can say not completely finished raising your kids, but you've gotten them to 18, you know, it's like, yeah, you bet. 

Shahara Wright:     
That first part is done and I think I have a 22 year old and 11 year old, but you know, those of us that are still going through it, um, you know, need that encouragement and say, you know, there is kind of a light so to speak at the end of the tunnel, you know that you know this too shall pass. So thank you so much for sharing your wisdom. I appreciate it.

Lisa McKenzie:      Well, we are super women. We're not trying to be, we are all the moms out there who are running a business and raising kids. It isn't easy, but what a privilege to do all.

Shahara Wright:      Absolutely. Absolutely. So tell us how we can get in touch with you. How can we support your business? You know, how can we support you?

Lisa McKenzie:     Well, I would love anybody to just check out my website. Um, I have two, two websites. So first is You Night Events,  http://www.Younightevents.com  Um, if anybody has women who are going through cancer diagnosis or recovery and they're looking for a network of support, um, we are talking to a couple of cities to grow the big sisterhood program that we offer, but we have an online support group so people can refer women to that. Um, the other thing is ScART Events is  http://www.scartevents.com ​ And that's the paint and sip I told you about or you know all about, cause you helped me with my attorney. Um, I, I that is a national program available to anybody who wants to schedule a private group class where women paint their scars on canvas as a way of, um, just exploring what is underneath the clothing and what scars means to them. A lot of times it's a negative, but we helped turn it into a positive through our org and through that group experience. So that would be it. Just checking me out and spreading the word to women who could benefit from what we offer.

Shahara Wright:                                             All right, great. Thank you so much. I'm, I'm so glad you're here. I hope everyone, um, got to learn something from Lisa. She definitely had a lot of nuggets, um, there for us to learn something. I knew I learned something. I'm just leaving this, this little bit of time, so I really appreciate, again, you being here. So you guys are wanting to hear more about single moms CEO. You can find us on YouTube at http://www.youtube.com/shaharawright  You can also find us on Facebook at http://www.facebook.com/singlemomceosuccessw  and we will be back with more beautiful women who are doing big things in business and in life. So thank you again and I will see you guys next time. Bye bye.
 
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How I balance my heavy travel schedule with being a Single Mom - Featuring Jennifer Fontanilla

11/19/2019

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As an experienced speaker, financial coach, bestselling author, and former financial advisor, Jen Fontanilla has been in the finance industry for 15 years and helps entrepreneurial women take control of their finances so they gain clarity, hope, and confidence to live out their true passion and purpose.  Her focus is to help them identify the habits and money stories that are holding them back and empowering them to level up to create transformative, lasting change.

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​Jennifer Fontanilla
 Episode 2 Transcribed

Shahara Wright:      Hi everyone. Welcome to Single Mom CEO today with asked me today. Oh my goodness, I can't talk. Today we have Jennifer Fontanilla and I'm really excited to have Jennifer and I know I say that about every guest. I just might as well just stop saying that. I'm really excited and just start off with the whole excitement thing. I always love the ladies that we get a chance to talk to because they are so inspiring to me and I know that they will be inspiring to everyone else. And Jennifer, I met, um, I think a year ago, maybe a little bit longer. Um, yeah, about a year ago, um, through a, an event. And so we kind of stayed friends via Facebook. And so when I started Single Mom CEO, she was one of the people that I said I definitely have to have on this show. So thank you Jennifer.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Oh my gosh. Thank you.

Shahara Wright:     So Jennifer, why don't you introduce yourself and tell the audience a little bit about who you are.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Sure. Well, hi everyone. Welcome. Thanks for being here and watching. My name's Jen and I've been in the financial services industry for about 15 years and originally I started as a financial advisor. So I have experience in insurance and retirement planning and investments and all that kind of stuff and went through the market crash. So I know what it's like to go through something like that and seeing what clients go through, but also at the end of it, you know, seeing the ones that made good decisions, how they weather the storm. And then slowly I decided, you know, I felt that there was a discrepancy where I, I just always felt as an advisor there's, there's things that you work on it, there's those steps, right? And I realized we need to take a step back because some people haven't gotten the budgeting down the credit is not where it needs to be and all those types of things, but everybody's trying to jump into, I need to invest.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     And so it bothered me that the foundation wasn't there. It bothered me that, you know, as an advisor, you don't really address those things. You kind of throw somebody a budget sheet. But you know that people aren't really going to do it. You just know they're not gonna do it. And so I decided that I needed to shift the business and a lot of things were changing in the securities, which was an investment world. And so I realized I wanted to transition more into the financial and money coaching. And so, you know, it gave me more autonomy. I felt that it was a better place for me. I felt like I can really make that impact by helping people, making those decisions at a fundamental level where it's like, okay, let's start, let's start on the right split, let's understand what we're doing. Then we can build upon that because, you know, sometimes it'd be backwards.

Jennifer Fontanilla:      Then people would be like, Oh wait, now I can't invest. Or now I can't pay for my insurance. Because a lot of the foundation wasn't built properly. And so one of my focuses is that I love helping women, especially ones that are solopreneurs, entrepreneurs, because that's the, that's such a unique space. You know, we deal with so many different things. I mean even where here, you know, Single Mom CEO, same, same I thing, you know, same idea where we have unique situations. And so I love that space and I love supporting women, make those decisions. Especially, you know, in the, you know, the coaching world and the entrepreneurial world. There are so many things to buy. There are so many things that I'm moving parts. And so I really love helping women make that, um, make that foundation strong so that everything that they build upon is this Olympic followed.

Shahara Wright:      That's so good. And I think you're right. It's so needed. And I think even with that, there's so few people that really understand that unique situation, especially when you're dealing with entrepreneurs, um, that you know, your income is not always guaranteed. Um, and so I think, you know, to have someone in the financial planning world that understands that really makes a difference. So, um, yeah, I think that's such a needed, um, aspect of, of what you do.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Thank you.

Shahara Wright:      So from your business, were you always on your own or were you working for a company and then decided to go on your own?

Jennifer Fontanilla:     It's actually kind of been on my own. Um, you know, because from the beginning, it has always been a contract, so it's, they're familiar, you know, 1099 so you're pretty much on your own. There was never a guaranteed paycheck. You know, I asked some reserves in the very beginning and, you know, you burn through that fast and, and it's interesting because you know, you, for some of you that have that space of, you know, you had that job and that guaranteed paycheck and you hated it. You hated that job. You couldn't wait to leave. But then, you know, as you go through the transition, you're like, Oh no, it wasn't so bad.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Right. You go through those things and you, you realize, um, that, Oh my gosh, this is so crazy. And um, but no, from the beginning it's always been, you know, on a contractual basis. Um, and so that was an interesting, you know, transition where you're so used to every two weeks that's like so easy to plan your budget. Everything was so easy to plan, plan. And then when I made that transition, when I, you know, I was working, offered reserves, you know, at the same time you start, you just always in the back of your mind and you start seeing this, okay, you just know in your mind that that resource is depleting and you have to build this. And so it's this thing that you juggled from the get go. So it's been a roller coaster, but you know, that's, I think that's the thrill that we love about it is that it's exciting. You're, you're a creator, you're making things happen, you're helping people solve their problems. And yes, I think that's what makes all of it exciting.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah. I, I think you're right. It does make an exciting, sometimes nerve wracking, but exciting at the same time. So as we all know, this a Single Mom CEO, so you are in fact a single mom. Do you have a boy or girl?

Jennifer Fontanilla:     I have an eight year old boy going on 17.

Shahara Wright:     I have, um, two and my youngest is 11, and I swear I'm, and he's like 45, like the same age as me. And I'm like, Oh my God, I just can't with you. So

Jennifer Fontanilla:     I know. Totally get it. Totally. I'm right behind you.

Shahara Wright:     So in juggling, you know, yourself, your business and, you know, being a single mom, how do you work around your schedule? I know we had a good conversation, you know, pre interview, talking about your speaking engagements and things like that. So I know you do a lot of speaking. So how do you kind of work around that schedule of being there for your son and, and traveling for your speaking?

Jennifer Fontanilla:      Yes, great question. Um, first I have to thank God for my parents. They're both retired. Ironically, I handle their accounts so I know they did very well and I'm so blessed that they, you know, they did a great job. And my mom, it's funny with my dad and I joke about it like, yeah, mom did really, really good and I'm saving and uh, they're like my poster children of what you should be doing. But because the them and um, thank goodness are retired, I have them. So I'm, I know not everybody has that resource. You know, to, to go to the grandparents. Um, but you know, for them, you know, they, they, they love the grandson. His name is CJ, Christopher Jordan. And so thankfully I have them when I travel, but it's, it's hard, you know, it's one of those things where, okay, what's the least amount of time it can be gone, what's the earliest flight I can get?

Jennifer Fontanilla:     What's the earliest I can book back home? And, you know, just trying to stay in touch through, you know, messenger manger kids through the iPad or whatnot. Um, so that makes it tough on, you know, it's really about scheduling and telling them ahead of time like, okay here or even if I don't have to like leave out of town. It really is time management to just be able to travel. I have to be very informative. I'm like, okay, I'm going to be gone from like, even if it's as simple as like had to be gone from, you know, 7:30 a.m. when I go, cause I live in LA, everybody, so you know, traffic, you know, it's, it's like it takes two hours to get somewhere that's five miles away. And so I think I'm still thankful for things like zoom webinars and stuff like that. But you know, it's, it's very important to communicate, okay, I need, can you watch him from this to you take them to school, you know, can you pick them up and that type of thing.

Jennifer Fontanilla:      So it's just about communication and being able to schedule and plan ahead and, um, and for me to communicate that to them. And, and thank God I've had, um, very, very supportive women in my life too. I think I would, um, I'm currently publishing a book and there were times when like, you know, I felt bad it was the weekend and, and my son is like, he's going to be bored. And so I've had friends who like, you know, do you want me to take them? And thankfully they had kids too. I'm like, I'll give you money, you know, that way he's not forced. So, you know, you really, I think every other day it really comes down to have you built that support system, whether it's family, friends, you know, you really, really have to build some kind of support system around you so that you can figure out how to maneuver around your business and you know, have that time with your child at the same time.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, no, I think that's really important. I think a lot of, um, moms, you know, definitely feel like, yes, the support system, um, has to be strong, um, and being able to be there. Do you engage him at all in your business or do you make sure that he just has something else completely to do?

Jennifer Fontanilla:     I try to engage them to the point where it's enough for his age, but I do joke in my mind that, yeah, you know, like there's going to be a day where you're going to be working the conference and might have a lot. You get a pass off sent to the back or whatever. And um, but why it was so important. And since, um, I think when he was three, I remember this was the first memory I had. I was in the kitchen. Of course, I'm practicing a presentation and I'm walking around. So I looked like a crazy person because I'm talking to myself. And so he's, I think he was three at the time. And he goes, well, what are you doing? And I said, Oh, I'm trying to see my speech. It's just like, Oh, can I do it? You know, think little things like that I would engage him.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     And then so even along the way he would see, you know, something like this, like a, a zoom call. And he, it was so funny because he is, he's always around me, you know, because you have that flexibility in your schedule. And, and ladies, I know there's times when you're like, Oh no, another day off from school. Like some people I see on Facebook, they get excited. I don't, I don't get excited cause now I'm like, okay, that's, I feel like that's one day away from my time that I would have been working. But you know, all in good balance, but you know, he would get to the point where he would recognize certain people that I was going on zoom call meetings or he would recognize, Hey, that person live on Facebook. So it's interesting because it's not like everybody has an opportunity to take their child to traditional workplace, but, but as you know, a lot of times your home is your workplace.

Jennifer Fontanilla:      And so he's been immersed in it. So in, in that regard, he's seen the different things I've done. Um, he, he understands that, you know, I have to, you know, not all my travel is like fun. I mean, I tried to make it fun, but, you know, it's not like, Hey, I'm going to no vacation. So he's, he's starting to see that world where, okay, you're going out of town for another conference. And I stay in communication with him when I'm gone so that he understands, like, okay, okay, it's two more days. Okay, I'm gonna come back tomorrow morning. So, you know, depending on what it is I'm doing, he's, he's seen the different things I've been involved with along the way.

Shahara Wright:      Yeah, that's good. I think, um, you know, that's important. I don't really think my kids know what I do. They know I'm a lawyer. Um, and I see some aspects of it, but I don't think I've ever really, truly engaged them in, um, what I do. Um, so I always find it interesting and how other women are incorporating kids and their business, because I probably would've done the complete opposite and probably kept them away from as much legal stuff as I could. So I find that interesting. And I think that's good. And I, and especially with travel, um, because I know this year I reduced my travel significantly. It was, to me it was becoming more stressful because of the schedules and the things that he was doing and getting into and all that kind of stuff, that it was more stressful for me. So how do you find it for yourself? You know, trying to manage all that, that you are kind of managing your own stress of dealing with being gone, uh, and making sure that he does everything he needs to do. And you know, grandparents, um, always allow the kids to do a whole lot more than you would ever let them do. I know my mom does anyway. Sure. Stuff was still is running smoothly and they haven't, you know, gone all Lord of the flies on you while you're gone.

Jennifer Fontanilla:      I was just talking about that book recently. It's funny you brought it up. Um, but yes, I um, for me, I'm a stickler for self-care. If anything, I'm really good at. I am, I got that nailed down like two ways. Science, I mean, I practice meditation. I almost said medication could be meditation. I practice meditation, prayer and I, I mean I go to the gym and people go, well, how often do you, I'm like, it's 20, not 24, seven. I would be dead. I, you know, I do that every day and I, and I, I have to from my own mental state, you know, for it to de-center myself and to have that time for myself in the, in the morning. And then, you know, at nighttime, I, I've, it's just been a practice that I had done for several years now. And so it's so ingrained in me that it's just very, very habitual.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     I tell people, it's like I'm brushing my teeth, so for me I do that. Then, you know, when it comes to the balance, you know, like, like you, you had to make a decision, like, you know, I have to cut back. And so for me, I, I will look at the entire year and I'm like, okay, how often was I ​gone, you know? Okay. And even from a financial standpoint, you know, okay, did I, am I, am I making a return on investment for this event? And sometimes I have to make a decision like, no, I'm not going to go to another conference or, you know, I already was gone three times in the last month. So I have to play that on in my head and say like, you know, I'm going to not do that, or I need a scale back. So just like you, you know, you just realize like, you know, it's too much.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     And sometimes I, you know, I, like I mentioned in the questions, I said, you know, there's times when I have to be present. And it's hard because you know, the business becomes something. You just become so engrossed in and you want to keep moving, moving forward, which is understandable. But at the same time, you do understand that there's this little person with you and you only have such a small amount of time with them because I think about like, there's gonna be that day, you know, going to become 18 or it might even be sooner where he's like, I don't want to hang out with you mom. And I don't want to think about, Oh my gosh, I missed out on those years because your business can always essentially be there, but your child is not gonna always want to hang out with you. So, you know, I have to keep those types of things in mind.

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, no, I think that's really important. Um, I, I know, um, and I've said this before on the show that, you know, I made a decision, like I said, I have two kids, my oldest is 22, and when I graduated from law school, he was a year and a half; well he was a year old, when I graduated from law school. And by the time I, you know, passed the bar and started my own business or whatever he was, you know, two. And I had gone to, um, uh, continuing legal education class and one of the guys that was talking, um, was talking about how much time he missed with his son and you know, this was a male. And so he was talking about how he missed a lot of time with his son. And he regretted that. And that was the one thing, the one thing that when I started my business, I said, I'm not going to do that.

Shahara Wright:      Like, I'm not going to have my kid, not know who I am. Um, because I'm so busy working and I feel that, you know, throughout the years and it's been 20 years, you know, that I've missed out on a lot of things. There's a lot more I could have had or should have had or would have had had I taken a different approach. And so sometimes people will say, Oh, Hey, you, you know, why aren't you at this level? Or why aren't you doing that? And I think, well, it was because of the choices that I made, not to work, you know, or not to do certain things. And so of course that is impacting my business, but I'm okay with it. So I just wonder how you feel about that in terms of impacting your business. Kind of the would've, could've, should've, um, how you've managed to say, you know what, I'm okay with whatever happens because this thing is more important.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Absolutely. That's such an interesting topic. And I agree with you. You know, it's, it was interesting with your story because of all the things that you walked away with, it was that it had nothing to do with the business in a sense. Not a direct correlation. And so the fact that that was so important to you and that it carried throughout, you know, that that just says how much weight there is on that. And so for me, I completely resonate with what you said, because even when I got pregnant, I remember thinking like, Oh my gosh, I don't even know how to take care of kids. Um, you know, for me, I knew I needed to learn as I go. And you know, there was so much adjustments, but you know, and it's just, it's such an interesting thing where you don't even, you look back, you're like, how did they even do this?

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Right? How did I even just make this happen? And you would just see when I was pregnant and I was asking people who are already parents, they just go, I don't know, you figure it out. And I thought that is the dumbest answer. And now that I went through it myself, I'm like, okay, I see why they said that because you just figure it out. And so for me, you know, I, I do understand there's sacrifice and there's that balance. And you know, it's, it's this, it's weird because you have two kind of things. Okay. The child, like I said earlier, is only going to be a certain, a certain age for so long. So I know that it's not that our business can't get to that level. It just means not right away. And I'm okay with that. You know, cause there's some people that I see that everybody has different goals.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     And so, you know, when you're a parent, when you're, you know, particular for this situation, you know, when you're a mom you just inherently understand that you have certain goals. Yes, you want to grow your business, but yes, you do have a child. And so there's going to be that in a sense of delayed gratification. But I'm okay with that because at the end of the day, you know, you hear that, that one story that says, you know, when you're at your desk, then nobody's going to say, I wish I worked more. Everybody's, Oh, it's all right. It's always going to be this story that says that person, you know, I think it was at church, somebody talked about how they, obviously little pastors are going to pray over the person there who are going to, you know, it's time for them to pass pretty soon. And so they're praying and they said that a lot of times, you know, they'll notice that everybody will always be, the person that's about to pass away is always saying something like, you know, I wish I spent more time with my family.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     I wish I invested more into my relationship. And so just like you would that guy that you heard, I think about things like that. I take that kind of, I take that to heart because then I think about, I don't want to be that person that said, man, I, you know, I shouldn't have spent so much time on the business. I'm gonna think about my family. I'm gonna think about my son. I'm going to think about those things that are at the end of the day are way more important. And so when I can remember that, that grounds me. And then I don't have that regret. I'm like, yeah, you know what? I may not be there. I may not have X, Y, and Z and whatever. It doesn't mean I'll never get it. It just means not right away. And so when I think about that and have that, that I'm tunnel vision for that, that I don't want to go through that experience. It really helps me like, no, I'm cool, I'm good. I'm cause I don't want to have that. I don't want to have that regret. 

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, yeah. I think that's important, especially for us moms is, you know, and in doing our business, because I say the Facebook effect or have a social media effect where you see these people doing all these amazing things and you're like, Oh, you know, I want to do that. But what it takes to get that, the time it takes, the energy it takes when you're the sole provider, you can't really do both of those things effectively. I don't, at least I don't think, I've never met anybody that can.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Yeah, it's, it's, it's tough. I was going to say too, Oh, I'm sorry. Did I add to it? Cause you brought up, you brought the Facebook thing and it's hard because I, I'll, you know, if I'm going to be real, you know, there's times I'm like, well, let's be nice to have a solid partner.  They have that extra, it lets me know that you don't have to work, you know, and I'm not knocking anybody else's lifestyle. It's just you, you know, you can't but help compare and whether that's healthy or not, depending on what level you do it too, you know, we can be unhealthy, but it does make you aware. You're like, okay, that's just not my path. That's not how it worked out for me. That's okay. I'm not going to, I'm just not going to get that in that in the same way you did, but that's okay. We all have our own path or journey or story, but, um, but no, I, I'm very well aware of that Facebook, Instagram effect.

Shahara Wright:      Yeah. And I think you just have to, I think, you know, for us as single moms, I think we have to be okay with it not being that way. Um, you know, I, I talked about this a little bit and I talk about it more later, but I am very strict with my schedule and because I'm strict with my schedule, a lot of times people think, well, Oh, you're not really hustling or you're not really doing this. And it's not so much that I'm not, but that there's only so much time for that. Like I'm not, there's things I'm just not willing to sacrifice for the dollar and that's okay with me. Um, even though it may not be okay with somebody else and I'm not ever trying to obtain this certain thing just for other people to look at me at a certain way because there are only two people really in my life, you know, that I want to make sure that when they think about me, what their words are is that she wasn't ever there like that. That's to me is like my worst nightmare is that my boys would think, you know, you weren't ever really there for me and I, I totally, you know, um, a lot in terms of when I'm making my decisions about when and where I'm gonna be or how I'm going to do something that's not the conversation that, you know, you can be mad at me about a whole lot of stuff, but that's not the one thing you're going to be upset with me.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     It ain't going to be that one.

Shahara Wright:     Yes.

Jennifer Fontanilla:      Oh wow. I love this. I love what you're doing. It's just amazing cause it's, it's a different world. It's a different mindset. It's a different place. Definitely.

Shahara Wright:     It definitely is. It definitely is. So, Jennifer, I know we could probably talk about this like all day. Um, I know I can. Um, and so we will chat more about this, but, um, let us know like how we can get contact with you. How can we support your business? How can we, um, you know, help you, uh, get your business where you want it to be by being supportive.

Jennifer Fontanilla:     Oh, thank you. Yes. If you want to get in contact with me and I will share the link with Shahara and if you can reach me, you can go on my site at www.jenfontanilla.com/gettheguide and then I also give her a mailing to um, you know, Instagram and Facebook as well. And then, um, if you go to my website, though, be a freebie about, um, 10 mistakes I like full printers make and so things that they're not doing. So if you want to go ahead and grab that free guide, feel free to go there. Um, but yeah, I'm pretty accessible. So, um, if you have any questions, if you are in a place where you know you've had these goals in regards to money and, um, for example, has been trying to do a budget or you've been trying to get things under control, but for some reason it's just not happening. It's not clicking and you have all the best intentions. Um, you know, reach out. We can do a 15 minute call. We can talk about that and see, um, you know what we can do. 

Shahara Wright:     Yeah, that's great. You guys make sure you connect with Jennifer. I, one of the things I would definitely want to do is do some special series around these issues, especially with single moms and money and Jennifer and I talked about maybe doing something later on so we'll definitely get something out to you because I think especially for us, single moms, this is such an important issue and topic, uh, you know, managing the money and even, I'm going to admit I'm not a brave money manager, but I mean even for those of you that are a top notch, um, this is something that I think you can't get too much of. Um, so make sure you reach out to Jennifer and I'm the connect with her. We'll have all the links and everything for you, but make sure you reach out to her. So thank you so much, Jennifer, for being a part. I really appreciate you coming and sharing your story. Thank you so much for being here.

Jennifer Fontanilla:      Thank you for having me. It's been great.

Shahara Wright:     Okay, you guys will, we will see you next time on Single Mom CEO. Okay, I'm going to get my speech together. We will see there and make sure that you like our Facebook page. https://www.facebook.com/SingleMomCEOSuccess/
Check us out on YouTube. https://www.youtube.com/shaharawright
 Um, and we'll see you next time. Have a good day. Bye

Jennifer Fontanilla:      Bye everyone.
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